This is first time I am writing something personal on I-land. I am quite impressed by many of I-Landers around but always felt that writing in English is not my cup of tea? But let me try…….(so pls excuse me if I m murdering the language)

In my life I almost received what I wanted …. Good family, education, now having good job and recently bought a car of my choice. I must say God is kind with me.

I’ve a gr8 parents who are there with me in any situation, they help me to make my personality. They give freedom to choose anything I want from cloths to career….it doesn’t mean I don’t have difference of opinion with them…I do have fight, I m quite revolutionary on such things…..orthodox ritual make me aggressive and I always disagree to follow such things this one is the biggest reason to fight with parents but somehow they understand me and allow me to do what I want.

I was not at all a genius child among three. I m second one, one elder Sis n younger bro

They both are brilliant than me in studies. Me an average girl, who was not even good to talk with others, may be my physical deficiency (polio in foot) made me quite shy n introvert. I used to face lots of comments from other children when I went to play with them which made me down n down. Once my parents told me that they don’t feel I m less than anyone and I should face all these reality…….that time I was not mature enough to understand what is reality but after that I used to play with everyone around and they also accepted me. My Sis n Bro always there when I want them n above all I’ve the best ‘Grandpa’ I used to call him ‘Daddu’ my best buddy of childhood. It was my habit to tell everything about school, read ‘The Gita’ for him….i think he built my thought stronger n sharper. One day he left us with all his good memories. My elder Sis was like my Mom…….taught me difference between good n bad, how to dress, how to talk…….she always protect me. My Bor, what to tell abt him, we are having cat n dog relation but yet we cant leave without each other, my friend n driver too

These is all about my family, now it’s friends turn…….i can say, there was no friend for me till I stared graduation, when I went to college for the first day I felt I lost all the confidence which got….but here comes my best friend, we were neighbor but not friend but gradually we become eachother’s shadow. She show me how to face public, how to deal with difficult people, how to be practical in life…some of the best time we had until she got married. In-between the time I also completed my graduation, diploma and start working…..i’ve now good numbers of friends. Even at work I learn from the ground level, here again I met with good n not so good ppl but this is the life and I understand how to let it be and live the way we want to. I’ve saw many ups n down in life…..even with relations….how you are just throw away when their intention is finished, how pl getting busy n lost the contacts……..now I understand what is real life…

My basic ethics were so strong that nothing were broke me. My spiritual development was also going on with my professional growth. I become the one who is always welcome by everyone…. ‘Always smiling’ is my name at work. Many times I was emotionally cheated but God has filled my life with something (I don’t know what exactly it is) that I may depressed mentally but internal soul remain stable, happy…..calm n peaceful J!! Tnx to ‘Art of Living’

In present…..i am having life which every one wish to, mid twenty not so elder & yeh still that little child is living inside me……...who like to play in sand, swing, run in to garden to follow butterfly, who can cry easily n laugh louder, can dream silly things. One who can love easily n forget never, one can hurt me but still I love them…….one who enter to my life will remain there forever but than why sometime someone comes n just left?? Why for no reason sometime I feel upset….these two WHY I always ask to my God but still not answer.

This is me with my life…..dont know why I wrote it today but I’m feeling nice to share it here. Smile.........Smile n Smile!!!